To my moji. To let it sink in your head, I'm upset. I'm depressed. I'm feeling very down, I feel weak, I feel like I have the life sucked out of me. She's not replying. I doubt she ever would. She's not the type to do that. I know her. I feel even more vulnerable after that SMS. I feel like shouting out, but I know no one would listen. My dog does I think. He too has been feeling rather down. He sits by me and we mope together. sigh..

ps: I wanna cry..