How?
1)I love music
2)Yes, i love to sing.
3)Yes, i love the sound of my own voice.
4)Yes, i'm selfish when it comes to the mic (only sometimes laaah)
5)My whole block is empty. All for meeeeee.. (so no one can complain, or join in)
And yeah, i'm so full of myself and believing so much this is my forte, that i dare sing at an unearthly hour of the night, or morning, unafraid i might wake the neighbours.
Because ......
1)i'm sure they're sooo praising me.. on my voice and
2)choice of songs..
hahahahahahahahhaha
just kidding though. i'm not that narcissistic... yea i'm like the opposite..
i bathe in self-loathing(not really)... yeap.. that's me (no..really no)
I think i need some ice though, to suck on or something.. *waddles through the snow for ice.
(Insanity has struck me again and again like lighting)
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
final season
Everyone wanted her dead.
And now she really is.
Poor Jenny.
Favorite scenes of the first episode of the final season of TLW:
Whenever Alice and Tasha are together. They just match so perfectly. Awwww...
Last scene. When Jenny invited Tasha and Tina to drink with her at a different table. Nicely done as I'm sure most fans would notice 'the cheaters' were at one table and 'the loyal ones' at another. Heeeeee.. lol
Favorite line of the first episode of the final season of TLW:
Jenny to Nikki- "When i said that you broke my heart, i wasn't talking bout you, darling,"
(haha, what goes around comes around biatchhh)
Well curious lil me, had to just go ahead and find out what happens in the next epi before watching it, which kinda sucks cause i saw jenny confessing her love to shane and they start making out.. bwahhh
what is the season coming to. it better have a good ending, though it's hard to see that coming along since they've already showed jenny dead in the first few minutes.
---------------------------
in your eyes
I see things I know I cannot touch
I know not to reach for them
I let them touch me
and I cherish these moments
that we're able to share
however fleeting they may be
molly-shane
And now she really is.
Poor Jenny.
Favorite scenes of the first episode of the final season of TLW:
Whenever Alice and Tasha are together. They just match so perfectly. Awwww...
Last scene. When Jenny invited Tasha and Tina to drink with her at a different table. Nicely done as I'm sure most fans would notice 'the cheaters' were at one table and 'the loyal ones' at another. Heeeeee.. lol
Favorite line of the first episode of the final season of TLW:
Jenny to Nikki- "When i said that you broke my heart, i wasn't talking bout you, darling,"
(haha, what goes around comes around biatchhh)
Well curious lil me, had to just go ahead and find out what happens in the next epi before watching it, which kinda sucks cause i saw jenny confessing her love to shane and they start making out.. bwahhh
what is the season coming to. it better have a good ending, though it's hard to see that coming along since they've already showed jenny dead in the first few minutes.
---------------------------
in your eyes
I see things I know I cannot touch
I know not to reach for them
I let them touch me
and I cherish these moments
that we're able to share
however fleeting they may be
molly-shane
Well, my trip has been canceled twice. Bugger. Rather disappointing, as i was really looking forward to getting out of Moscow for a while. Doesn't really help when most of the people around you aren't adventurous enough to try something different. It's not that i'm bored mind you, just that's it a bloody waste cos this year i have my longest break. Oh well, there's always spring. Made it a point to learn more about Russian History since i've always been fascinated by it. Was watching a documentary on it, and it was most enlightening, knowing all the rulers and their accomplishments; Ivan the Great, Ivan the Terrible and my favorite, Peter the Great. Everyone was interesting in a more serious way, in which i was putting my hands to my chin, listening intently and goin Hmm... except for the part where they spoke of False Dimitriy. Amusing. During the Time of Troubles (Смутное время, Smutnoye Vremya) an imposter from Poland claimed himself heir of Ivan the Terrible and reigned the country for a year before
being exposed. It is said later on they sent him back to Poland, "Russian Style". This is the good part. Hehe. They killed him, burned his corspe, put his ashes in a cannon,pointed it towards Poland and fired it.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahhaha.
But seriously..
Hahahahaha....
Don't mess with the Russians man.
By the way, it's Chinese New Year. Doesn't feel like it to me, so I wont be wishing anyone, unless they do it first and it'd only be polite to do so. Didn't have any makan-makan this time around. Didn't even cook for myself. Most of my friends are in Malaysia, or off somewhere on their euro-trip. No matter.. Didn't really feel like celebrating anyway since my grams just passed away. She was the one who usually cooked the dishes for our family reunion, and this time around, as i usually do, i was thinking of how my family are back home, and i just kept picturing her there. Had to remind myself that she wasn't incase i said something wrong to my mum. I did infact forget that it was CNY till I saw the Vietnames cooking (on the floor... of the corridorrrrrr) and heard them singing Karaoke later on. At least someone's having a good ole celebration. Not that i'm complaining.. This has been the most relaxing winter break ever, for many reasons which we shall not get into.. And.. Oh yes, haha if you've yet to watch Yes Man, do so.. for my favorite part of the movie...
~I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
~You could cut ties, with all the lies that you've been living in
~And, if you do not want to see me again
~I would understandddddd-eeee-ndddd-eee-ndd, I would
understandddd-eee-enddd..
Yeah, i know lame.. but cmon.. the song is a classic!.. u saw how the crowd were singing along to it. People watching this on tv, or laptop or in the cinema would sing along to it. And i know for a fact it's true, because my friends told me so. Hah! Me and my buddies watching it were even singing and moving side to side to it.. hahahaha just reminds everyone of the 'days back then', yeah.. when we were young. LOL. Good times though.. good times. Though i Do wonder bout the people singing in the cinema though. What if Everyone there was singing, and it was really loud, would the people watching the other movies in the next hall be freaking out..? Oh well...
just sing along then... hahahahahha. ~Cheers..
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
You could put the past away
I wish you would step back from
That ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understandddddd-eeee-ndddd-eee-ndd, I would understandddd-eee-enddd..
being exposed. It is said later on they sent him back to Poland, "Russian Style". This is the good part. Hehe. They killed him, burned his corspe, put his ashes in a cannon,pointed it towards Poland and fired it.Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahhaha.
But seriously..
Hahahahaha....
Don't mess with the Russians man.
By the way, it's Chinese New Year. Doesn't feel like it to me, so I wont be wishing anyone, unless they do it first and it'd only be polite to do so. Didn't have any makan-makan this time around. Didn't even cook for myself. Most of my friends are in Malaysia, or off somewhere on their euro-trip. No matter.. Didn't really feel like celebrating anyway since my grams just passed away. She was the one who usually cooked the dishes for our family reunion, and this time around, as i usually do, i was thinking of how my family are back home, and i just kept picturing her there. Had to remind myself that she wasn't incase i said something wrong to my mum. I did infact forget that it was CNY till I saw the Vietnames cooking (on the floor... of the corridorrrrrr) and heard them singing Karaoke later on. At least someone's having a good ole celebration. Not that i'm complaining.. This has been the most relaxing winter break ever, for many reasons which we shall not get into.. And.. Oh yes, haha if you've yet to watch Yes Man, do so.. for my favorite part of the movie...
~I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
~You could cut ties, with all the lies that you've been living in
~And, if you do not want to see me again
~I would understandddddd-eeee-ndddd-eee-ndd, I would
understandddd-eee-enddd..
Yeah, i know lame.. but cmon.. the song is a classic!.. u saw how the crowd were singing along to it. People watching this on tv, or laptop or in the cinema would sing along to it. And i know for a fact it's true, because my friends told me so. Hah! Me and my buddies watching it were even singing and moving side to side to it.. hahahaha just reminds everyone of the 'days back then', yeah.. when we were young. LOL. Good times though.. good times. Though i Do wonder bout the people singing in the cinema though. What if Everyone there was singing, and it was really loud, would the people watching the other movies in the next hall be freaking out..? Oh well...
just sing along then... hahahahahha. ~Cheers..
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
You could put the past away
I wish you would step back from
That ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understandddddd-eeee-ndddd-eee-ndd, I would understandddd-eee-enddd..
Friday, January 23, 2009
Of sushi, parietal chicken, mee goreng, and fried rice
Spent the whole day eating. Feel kinda bloated. Stupid moscow weather made me sick again. It's cold because of the wind, and it doesn't help that it blows snow directly at your face a prob 10kph. Having flu makes me really drowsy and to make matters worse, it rained today. A tip for you though, snow, Can turn your hair to ice. Harder than you prob thought when u put gel on it. J is going off to his euro trip tmr. Hope i wont be feeling too lonely, tho he's going to give me the keys to his room so i can play PS2. Need a hair cut soon before i go off.. If i ever do..
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Saturday, January 10, 2009
who the fuck gives a fuck about your fuck..
Today is 'Key-day'.
A day where i just sit down and spend time with me, myself and I. Haven't been having alot of that for awhile. Happy New Year to all. A new year, a start of a year, for something different? something new.
Resolutions.. ? Be more self centered. Well, not exactly in a bad way. Just kinda gave in Alot to Alot of people over the years. So basically, I'm just gonna love myself more than i love others this year. Fed up of just listening to other peoples fucking gossip and "problems". Actually it didn't really occur to me that I had so much of shit piled up inside. My shit, and others just kinda locked up and hidden away, and that day i just decided to hang out with J, I kinda just let everything spill..
Oh Lord,
shit.....
just......
every......
where......
of course, all this was done with the help of alcohol. Anyway it was never my intention to end the night like that. It started off with us screaming at the top of lungs (Karaoke) XD.
That evidently is whats keeping me busy these days. That, PS2, alcohol, movies and the regular ole 'lepaking' .. and oh yea.. guitar. Tho, I might be getting a bit turned off by karaoke-ing because my effect has rubbed off on others and they're just running around spreading it. I kinda dislike what everyone else likes.
The unpopular is cool till it becomes known to others who makes it popular.
Got to talking with this guy who shares my opinion of the "dramatic" life of our peers. He, just like me has come to a conclusion to just say 'I don't give a fuck' to whoever who tries to load off. Cos seriously, at the end of the day, all you wanna say to them is 'really, who the fuck gives a fuck about your fuck'. Find a real problem to cry about then come to me about it, if not, find a wall.. damn, don't I sound cruel.
But seriously, I have my own shit to deal with, so if you please, make like a tree and leave.
Peace! (^0^) Y
A day where i just sit down and spend time with me, myself and I. Haven't been having alot of that for awhile. Happy New Year to all. A new year, a start of a year, for something different? something new.
Resolutions.. ? Be more self centered. Well, not exactly in a bad way. Just kinda gave in Alot to Alot of people over the years. So basically, I'm just gonna love myself more than i love others this year. Fed up of just listening to other peoples fucking gossip and "problems". Actually it didn't really occur to me that I had so much of shit piled up inside. My shit, and others just kinda locked up and hidden away, and that day i just decided to hang out with J, I kinda just let everything spill..
Oh Lord,
shit.....
just......
every......
where......
of course, all this was done with the help of alcohol. Anyway it was never my intention to end the night like that. It started off with us screaming at the top of lungs (Karaoke) XD.
That evidently is whats keeping me busy these days. That, PS2, alcohol, movies and the regular ole 'lepaking' .. and oh yea.. guitar. Tho, I might be getting a bit turned off by karaoke-ing because my effect has rubbed off on others and they're just running around spreading it. I kinda dislike what everyone else likes.
The unpopular is cool till it becomes known to others who makes it popular.
Got to talking with this guy who shares my opinion of the "dramatic" life of our peers. He, just like me has come to a conclusion to just say 'I don't give a fuck' to whoever who tries to load off. Cos seriously, at the end of the day, all you wanna say to them is 'really, who the fuck gives a fuck about your fuck'. Find a real problem to cry about then come to me about it, if not, find a wall.. damn, don't I sound cruel.
But seriously, I have my own shit to deal with, so if you please, make like a tree and leave.
Peace! (^0^) Y
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)