Is it true? Could it be?
That i've forgotten what it's like to be in love. As i sit and ponder about the days when I was so madly head over heels over another being that I built my world around them. And what have I come to now.
I don't really know. I feel like I've been single for quite some time without even bothering to jump back into the game. No fooling around, no one night stands, no flirting. I'm even beginning to wonder if I've lost my charms.
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As I sit here in my room on a Friday night. No plans. No drinking. I honestly started to feel my bed calling me hours ago. And as i yawned, stretched and glanced at my clock, I realised.. It's only 9.39. BUGGER!
Is this what being old feels like. Mind you I'm only 24. Perhaps it's this place. Finally, I can now scream the words that's on everyone's mind from the very moment they touched down in this country or walked into this hostel. The very words uttered by every senior you know, but never knew the full extend of it's power till you're there in their very shoes.
"It's my Final Year. I'm Friggin' 6th Year, Bitch!"
That sort of calamity that haunted us for the past 6 years (yes, i did Premed here, bringing it to a total of 7 years all in all ) somehow faded away this year. Every new problem that arised, seemed petty, minute, fixable. It's a whole different mind set for me (so far). And i'm glad to say it's relaxing to finally be at this stage.
I pray it stays this way right up till the end.
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