I'm sitting in my room that's just a pile of mess, trying to study but the fact that my home is all wrapped up in garbage bags brings on a slightly depressing mood. Best part of all, i'm in the midst of my exam period with 3 days left to go. My neighbour has given up all hope of studying and is blasting music with a bass so loud that the pots i have chucked into my fridge is vibrating.
That's Russia for you. Forcing you to leave your home at their fancy just do to rewiring. I'm in my final year. Apparently this can't wait till summer when i've left for good. Giving me a fucking headache. Sucks ass big time.
Last night's drama has left me with what i diagnosed as frostbite on the superficial surface of my ear. It's has been swollen for about, almost 24 hours now with no signs of it getting any better. To add on the pain is finding this guy in Tt's room where i was suppose to sleep at. Fuck it. I don't need any more complications or drama in my life. I rather just sit by myself, cos i've came to realise that's when i'm the happiest. I never let myself down. Just me and a bit of Mary J. always does the trick.
Leaving for my trip in 5 days. I had to pack for both my stay out of my room, and my trip. Praying that i didnt leave anything out. There's no turning back once they start the rewiring.
Why is it, that everyone here is so fucked up? I yearn for someone interesting who isn't psychologically impaired. Getting a fucking headache just thinking bout it.
6 more months. Sabar la.
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