spent the whole of yesterday just laying in bed sleeping it off. she came around and i was surprisingly nice. why? no fucken idea. maybe cos i still like her. everything bout her was different. but i woke up today.. feeling indifferent. maybe it's the whole out of sight, out of mind thing. if i dont see you, i dont feel shit for you. i'll just push whatever memories out the door.
ystdy was a day of dwelling, mourning, brooding..
today is my day of anger.. i woke up feeling hatred. for everyone. everyone that was involved.. i don't see why i should put up with this shit. i dont deserve being treated like crap. she and her bunch of fuck buddy friends are a bunch of emotionally retarded fucknuts. i promised to never have anything to do with them ever again. it's not worth anything to me. i was happy the way i was before ever knowing ever of them. and that's the way it shall remain..
i'm all up for drinks tonight. slowing getting back to how i was.
fuck em' all.
fuck em' all to hell..
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