You are a strange one..

Damn, I have a stupid habit of letting my mind run free on "life's mysteries" right before i fall asleep, so i tend to just write all my thoughts on a piece of paper for me to continue cracking my head about it the next day, or when i had free time on my hands. But it's the same old cliche scenario that right when i want it the most, i can't seem to find it. All those thoughts to waste. Damn! Haha, like my thoughts are even worth 2cents.

I like reminiscing on the past, sharing your childhood memories with people from other states, because you'll start to find everyone's just remarkably alike. When I was small, i used to think the games we used to play, were games only known by people, in our state. Or the things we used to do, or say, were only said by those around us. Stupid games like Pepsi Cola (the one where you stand in a circle and attempt to step on each other's shoes, only to get a good scolding when you go back, because your shoes would be dirty. We used to take chalk from classes to color/cover the dirt), or games like Tiang-Tiang. I even remember, stupid things schools made us do, like to mark the end of recess, the bell would ring once, and the whole school had to stop moving and stand completely still ( that's so stupid), and by the second ring, you had to run back to your class.

Went out with my friends the other day, and we were all having a matured conversation (lol, yea right) when suddenly one of them burst out, "Go fly kite la". I stared at him for quite some time before bursting out in laughter. Gosh, that's something I haven't heard in quite a while. I remember saying that frequently as a kid. Never really understood where that expression came from. I'm guessing from some direct Chinese translation. I have no idea. I'm what people call OCBC (orang Cina bukan Cina) lol. Yes, I'm those people who laugh (silently) at AhLians' (i'm sorry) when they say things like Inggrish instead of English, or Gero instead of Zero or when they have a hard time pronouncing R example Lali (lari), but i do admit sometimes at the slip of the toungue i do say that way as well.. hahaha..

Aiks, it's like almost 6am already. Friends invited me to go clubbing tomorrow. What i really want is to go to a gay club here. Unfortunately there aren't many that i can call along or force to follow. I don't wanna go alone and end up with someone weird. Gotta have someone for back up. Though the thought of being with anyone still kinda blocks itself from my mind.

Stranger.... don't know why the word is stuck in my head now..

I'm sure u get my drift. I better head off to bed before i start saying things i would regret.

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