We keep moving on, not even stopping to take a breath of air, because we can't afford to. We can't stop the things around us from spinning because if we do, we see things clearly. We have to come to terms as to what we've lost. But there are just times, when you get so tired of spinning. Tired of hiding. Tired of denial. Time catches up with you and everything sinks in.
breaking down.. breaking down..
Mother has been so upset recently. She confides in me because i understand. She breaks down when she's alone. Loss of a mother is not something one can get over with ease. Loss of a home, makes you feel unsafe.
worry.. I worry..
If she'll be ok without me. I worry about myself. Everything that I've lost recently in life, is all safely hidden away for the time being.
Denial.. denial..
Will i have to face it one day, or can i push it so far behind me that it'll merely be a speck in my life. Would i want that?
Prayers and faith.
Strength and courage.
Take me far.
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May the things we lose in life be as such not because we want it or because we don't try, but because it's inevitable.
3 comments:
i wished you well there and that things will get better. i pray for things to get better for you.
yea.. winter depression getting to me again. gloomy winter..
life isnt life if not for tribulations.
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