Humans are complicated.. Nothing simple bout them (damn i'm speaking as tho i'm not of the same species). Even me, as i consider myself in the simplest of people, in certain terms, i find that till now, after 21 years i am still not sure of myself. Not in the sense of who i am, or my characteristics. I'm talking bout my feelings.
Just started thinking about it, after returning home from a long day. While I was out, i had this sudden rush of feelings, that i cannot comprehend. It made me feel the way i usually did when i was in high school. A sense of feeling, like i'm lost, or when i'm in a new of different surrounding, or when i feel slightly out of place. I'm not sure. Somehow it could be a bout of homesickness kicking in too.
Main thing it's bugging me, because i can't put a finger on it. It's survival, and human instincts to find out what you need, and get it. If you're hungry, you find for food. If you're thirsty, you find water. If you're horny... Well basically, if you have an itch, you scratch it.
It's messing with my mind, cos i'm cracking my head trying to figure out what i need.
Hopefully i'll get to know soon, or just wait for the feeling to go away i guess.
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