Sunday, October 5, 2008

Soul searching searched?

Of most times i wanna just speak out my mind, and pour out these questions that run through my head, but i fear the answers that come back to me, is not something i wanna hear.
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Been sick these couple of days. Immune system down and I just feel like sleeping it all off.. Hate feeling incompetent but I really am during these situations. Been gladly popping pills for about 2 weeks now. Headaches won't go away. Probably gonna get liver failure at an early stage in my life. pfft.
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Sometimes it keeps coming back to me, hits me with a jolt. Sometimes several times in a minute like clips flashing in my mind and it hurts everytime to the point that I can't take no more. How long can you keep this up my friend? You're getting no where.
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You can only see who you really are.. when you're alone..

I'm not happy

2 comments:

the girl said...

i hope u will get well soon.

Key said...

i hope so too.