an epiphany struck.. and then.. there was nothing..

i think not alot of ppl know or have the instinct to read someone, their character, to know if their intentions are good or otherwise. it's like when you open up your email, and you read the title of the mail, you're sure to know if it's a spam mail, or a genuine one. having that ability to read that in people, is indeed a more difficult. so how well do you know yourself. i think i can tell from a mile away if someone is coming up to me to take advantage, to befriend me, or just simply to rile me up. doesn't necessarily have to been from afar of course. just being around that person for more a than a minute reveals their true intentions, their purpose of being your friend, of talking to you, or trying to get close to you. it's always easier though, to be sceptical about someone new. you give in a little, but you take in more. you don't get hurt that way.

i have no idea why i'm writing this. just came to mind..
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in another story..

She came to me yesterday, looking somewhat proud and scared at the same time. Never saw her in that sort of way before. She extended her hand, a rose, a white rose. She was giving me a white rose and i was stunned. No one's ever given me a flower before and i didn't know to react. "i know nothing i say would make any difference, so i hope this flower says it all" she chirped. was she acting coy? couldn't tell. was still in awe of her actions. guess there's hope of humanity after all in this godforsaken place.