i'm convinced that no one in this world is meant to be happy. everyone is bound to some sort of melancholic disorder that spreads around like a plague. if you're in love, it won't last long. and if it does last long you're most likely to lose them anyway, by any means eg death. i'm not hopeful and i'm tired of trying to be an optimist. because i can't see it that way right now.
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sleep deprived, stayed up till 3 studying. woke up at early to continue. i can't nap, i can't rest, i can't sleep at nights.
why oh why did i choose to study this proffesion.
sometimes i'm so numb, that i have to take the stethoscope and put to my chest to make sure my heart is beating. yet that doesn't convince me im alive.
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like good times, bad time also will come to an end. i know you are feeling so much now. even more than i could imagine cuz i am not in your shoes. but believe, this will all passed. dont give up on happiness, for love is disguised in many forms.
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