loneliness is a bitch

you know that feeling you get.. when u're with a crowd, but u still feel really alone.. u're into the conversation, and u fit in just right, but still, they seem like they don't get you.. something's not right. that emptiness, that nothingness you feel when u get back home.. when u lie alone in ur bed.. i used to have all that feelings, no different from right now.. but at least i went back to someone.. i lay in bed knowing that there was someone out there who cared.. who loved me.. now.. it's just nothing.. it's just me.. one and only, The Lonely..