Sigh, I feel like I'm still in Msia, only because the internet connection is sucky. It got better this morning, then it got worse. Used to be so proud of the fact that Russian net had roadrunner speed. *beep beep. Bleh. Feel like the damn coyote.

So suppose to be studying but just.. can't.. reach .. for the book.. ahhh.. Lazyyyyy. I'm not cut out to be a med student! No shit! I don't have the qualities, I'm not determined, I hate studying... I like listening to people's problems and just talk to them about it and try to relate and ahhhh.. I should have been a psychiatrist or something. Isn't it easier than studying medicine. I mean, to me all you have to do is just sit down in an air-conditioned room, and listen to people go on and on about their life and the mistakes they made and most of the time they come to their own conclusion on what they should do. I am aware how totally stupid I just made myself sound. I don't care.

Cmon reach for the book man! Ahh, CVS, ahhh diagrams of hearts, which don't exactly look like hearts to me. Why can't hearts be shaped like hearts. I think it would much simpler that way. Gahhh stupid net. Glad this autosaves.
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Just done cleaning my comforter cover. B vomited all over it while she was here. Guess her stomach coudn't adjust to the food here, or I didnt take good enough care of her =( Anyway, had to wash the whole thing myself because the washing machine coudn't eat anymore of my clothes. Soaked it in the tub for awhile and scrubed it too. Even had to wring the damn thing with my hands. Was so into cleaning the damn thing, my roomate came sneaking up on me and went Ooooo... Freaking gave me a heart attack I almost whacked her with the brush. "Fucker!". Washing clothes is somehow amusing for me at times. Ecspecially finding pubic hair stuck on to it. "Hmm.. doesn't look like mine. Must be hers!" Muahahahha.. Well finding it on underwear is a norm, but finding it on a comforter cover.. Makes me think back on when and where I had my hand, and what I was doing at that time.. Ahahahha.. K, I'm so going out of my mind. Out of line.. out of line! Kakakakakkaa... Forgive me, I'm not myself today. Bumming around the room for two days is hazardous. Wanted to go out but it's bladdy hell raining. My net's not fine, my roomate is busy writing gay porn and everyone is just sleeping. Lazy asses...
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Yey, my friend just gave me a kaya bun she baked herself. But biting into it, I saw no kaya. Frustrated, I bit deeper and harder into it, that all the kaya poured out the sides and onto my leg. Normally, I would just lick my leg but not wanting to seem uncivilized, I had to wash it all away =( there goes my kaya.

Life sucks...