Memo To Self

STOP trying to rekindle old friendships with people who don't care! But then again how many times have i repeatedly told myself that. Incompetent, useless, hopeless; simpler said, Sucker! Wouldn't it be easier to just ignore since I'm incapable of hating. A damn cynic towards strangers and everyone else but a fucken optimist towards people who's gained my trust. Well, I have complete power of turning it all back, as much as I have control over time. Good thing I have a memory of a 3 year old. I'll draw on your walls. You can scold me all you want but after a few days, I'll be holding that color pencil to your wall againnn... Anyone can relate to that? No? Never mind!