Sometimes all you wanna do is hold someone.

I don't love you.

And i know i never will.

I know that i only think of having you close to me, when I'm extremely lonely, or high.

I know you like me.

And i like knowing you'll always be there.

I Am nice to you.

But only to a certain extend.

I wish you didn't appear needy to me.

Or seem weak.

It would be easier to form an understanding with you, in that way we both get what we want without getting hurt.

I wish you didn't care.

I wished you were a jerk.

Or even a bitch.

Most of the time I'd wish that on me.

Just to get what i want.

But i'm not that type of person.

I can't tell if that's a good thing.

Who knows.

Maybe i'll change someday.

Maybe i'll break.