Persevere

I planned out an evening that i thought would be rather perfect with the thought of popping the question and her answer all ready in my head. I was to woo you with dinner, candles, bottle of wine and music and me just being absolutely charming. Turned out it all came to nothing when i went to Gaga mall and they didnt have wine because they didnt have license for it yet. My roomate decided to sleep in the room because she wasn't feeling well. That really took the mood of everything out.

It's aite. We shall just eat at her place i thought. I finished cooking, gave her a call. She didnt answer. She was sleeping. Sighhhh. What a night. All blown.

She woke up at night. Wanting to talk. She rejected me as i told her my plans. Both stubborn, both not wanting to give in. I had decided and made up my mind on being with you. Why can't you just accept my answer and try instead of pint pointing all my mistakes and flaws, and coming up with excuses of why we won't be good together. Despite everything that your realistic mind comes up with , i'm still determined to try.

Should i really give up? Or persevere.

Because, dear girl. I think i have fallen for you. What else could it be right? When you're on my mind all the time. I want this. I want you.