Eat.. ZZ... Eat..

I'm beginning to wonder if I'm ever going to find anyone of my wavelength.. Somehow i seem to be connecting less with people. Or maybe it's just the effect i get from talking to this one person too much. I end up getting so pissed talking to her because she never understands what I'm saying and our conversation revolves around explanation, and how I hate explaining myself to someone.
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My friend told me, wanting and needing someone are two different things..

But i think, it's not when the thing that you need can only be found from that one person. Explains the wanting right..

No idea...
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Today is Hitler's birthday. Happy Birthday, Hitler. Thank you for the holiday. Had potluck for a friend's birthday yesterday. Ended up watching a ghost movie and spent the remainder of the night exchanging ghost stories. I for one am not up for this kind of activity, plus all the food made me really sleepy. Surprisingly today i woke up quite early and after reheating all the food, i called the gang down for breakfast, and we all went back to sleep again after that. I guess this kind of unproductive way gets to me. Feeling slightly down right now. Sometimes i feel so disconnected to the world. Mindless conversations with people that rarely have an effect on me. Besides, J i mean. But he's a whole different category.
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I think it's been almost 3 weeks since i fell sick. And I still haven't completely recovered. Moscow's weather is a real bitch. Everyone knows that for it to start getting warm, the weather must first get cold once again and the temperature has to take a real drop, but it has been going up and down for the past month. Everytime i think it's going to be warm, i start wearing thin layers, which explains why for the past 3 weeks whenever i sing, i'm singing out of my nose. Nasal voice.. so sexy..
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