Saturday, January 10, 2009

who the fuck gives a fuck about your fuck..

Today is 'Key-day'.

A day where i just sit down and spend time with me, myself and I. Haven't been having alot of that for awhile. Happy New Year to all. A new year, a start of a year, for something different? something new.

Resolutions.. ? Be more self centered. Well, not exactly in a bad way. Just kinda gave in Alot to Alot of people over the years. So basically, I'm just gonna love myself more than i love others this year. Fed up of just listening to other peoples fucking gossip and "problems". Actually it didn't really occur to me that I had so much of shit piled up inside. My shit, and others just kinda locked up and hidden away, and that day i just decided to hang out with J, I kinda just let everything spill..
Oh Lord,

shit.....

just......

every......

where......

of course, all this was done with the help of alcohol. Anyway it was never my intention to end the night like that. It started off with us screaming at the top of lungs (Karaoke) XD.

That evidently is whats keeping me busy these days. That, PS2, alcohol, movies and the regular ole 'lepaking' .. and oh yea.. guitar. Tho, I might be getting a bit turned off by karaoke-ing because my effect has rubbed off on others and they're just running around spreading it. I kinda dislike what everyone else likes.

The unpopular is cool till it becomes known to others who makes it popular.

Got to talking with this guy who shares my opinion of the "dramatic" life of our peers. He, just like me has come to a conclusion to just say 'I don't give a fuck' to whoever who tries to load off. Cos seriously, at the end of the day, all you wanna say to them is 'really, who the fuck gives a fuck about your fuck'. Find a real problem to cry about then come to me about it, if not, find a wall.. damn, don't I sound cruel.

But seriously, I have my own shit to deal with, so if you please, make like a tree and leave.

Peace! (^0^) Y