Been having fever. I actually slept for more than 12 hours straight. I looked so sick that an elderly lady on the metro gave me seat. Must have been that bad. Haven't had anything to eat the whole day. My whole body's aching. Argh.. Just feel like complaining. Started snowing yesterday night. Damn. Winter this year came really late. I suppose it's a good thing.

It's so weird that the whole 12 hours i was sleeping, all i was dreaming of was some war that was going on. Made me even more tired than i already was. Skipping all my classes today. Just can't get up. My phlegm is thick and brownish and it's irritating that i have to get up every few minutes to spit it out. i just feel like collecting it in a jar and when i'm good and healthy i'll just pour it on someone i hate.

Been thinking of that movie. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. Actually seems like a good idea don't you think? If you live everyday with a pain that won't go away, isn't it easier to just do something like that to get rid of the memories. sigh. I dont know what i want in life.

I'm going to soak myself in the tub till i decide on what to do next. Will be playing for the Sukom games this Sunday. Pray i'll get well by then.