Say the right words

Ayang, it's me again! Blogging in pink hehe :)

You're very frustrated now as the internet is acting up again. Le sigh.. Distance. All of a sudden I realise I'm alone this Christmas, without my sayang. And you likewise, have not had a proper Christmas for quite some time. Oh dear, this post seems really depressing. It was meant to lighten you up at this very frustrating time. I remember preparing your parcel two Christmases ago, filling it up with anything Christmas-y I could find. I really meant to do the same this year and last year, but the postal system here is very different and I'm sorry I couldn't dear. Promise we'll spend Christmas together next year, right? :) So baby, in the meantime... (some Christmas song that's been stuck in my head, restaurant keeps playing it):

Welcome to my Christmas song
I'd like to thank you for the year
So I'm sending you this Christmas card
To say it's nice to have you here
I'd like to sing about all the things
Your eyes and mind can see
So hop aboard the turntable
Oh step into Christmas with me, year

Step into Christmas
Let's join together
We can watch the snow fall forever and ever
Eat, drink and be merry
Come along with me
Step into Christmas
The admission's free (particularly this part keeps playing over and over :\ )

Take care in all you do next year
And keep smiling through the days
If we can help to entertain you
Oh we will find the ways S
o Merry Christmas one and all
There's no place I'd rather be
Than asking you if you'd oblige
Stepping into Christmas with me

Step into Christmas
Let's join together
We can watch the snow fall forever and ever
Eat, drink and be merry
Come along with me
Step into Christmas
The admission's free

Can you imagine me singing it maniacally to you? Haha! I miss you ayang. Here's to us, all 2 years plus and more. Never met someone like you, and I know I never will. Intriguing, gentle, patient, passionate, beautiful, charming, funny, nonsensical all jumbled up into my one and only. You never fail to amaze me. *muahss.


The freaky snowman family.. (ayang look, the dog is actually not real. Nothing is.. Ahhhhh)


All you need is trust, and a little bit of pixie dust!

And to think it all started off with this, and random chats, and curiosity, and choice to just let go and let be. The heart has its reason that reason knows nothing of. How true. I love you baby.