I can't seem to keep my mind concentrated on studies. In truth, this is only the 2nd day since i began planting my face in my notes and already i'm bored. It's worrying, that i'm not worried. I'm not sure why. Perhaps it's the lack of interest in this particular topic or that i no longer have the fear of failing. The thought comes to mind, that even if i do, i still get at least 3 more chances before they expel me. Yes, that's the system here. I'd think that if you Would infact fail 4 times, then perhaps you're not meant to be here studying in the first place. *touch wood* though. Anything could happen. Especially here.
4 exams this semester.
I know, i'm procrastinating again by writing this post. Somehow whenever i try to focus on reading, my thoughts just meander, leaving me to think about my other buried thoughts. Which is not a good thing.
I've been splurging alot lately. On alcohol, weed, clubs... Talk about debaucheries. Sheesh. Wondering if this exam period would anchor me down, or would i squeeze time dry just to find a slot for my sinful activities. Yes, i may come across as a wild child cooped up in a bolted cage, trying to claw her way out just for that few seconds of freedom, but honestly this is what this place does to you. We're bored most of the time. The friggin weather makes it impossible to just go wandering out and about. And i know i'm just blabbering on right now cos i'm feeling guilty that i'm not studying.
so hey, yea, i shall persevere and fight on with much whining and complaining. Who cares right, as long as i get it done. @@ Eekss
Please, pray i get all this reading done in time o.O
