Good morn Msia..

Hey! Morning! It's been the 11th day since I've been back in Malaysia! Yippie. This time coming bck home I didnt feel as foreign as I used to feel. Home felt like home immediately. I used to have trouble adjusting when i came home every year. For the first few days, I admit to doing absolutely nothing but eat and sleep, and when i say i did only that.. i really mean it. I wake up for breakfast, groggily and greedily i munch what's on the table, and then head off to bed. I am then awaken by my lil schnauzer for lunch (yea, he's usually assigned to do this sort of work, of calling people for lunch and dinner, and he does a good job really making sure u get up and get out of the room!). After lunch is when the whole house gets really quiet. Nap Time! Mum and my younger sis really have the same aptitude.... for sleeping... the whole day.. -_-'' it's hard to wake them up, and if you do, you get dagger stares. So what else is there to do, when the whole house is dead asleep, I've nothing to do but join them. I've been so bored at home. My laziness has prohibited me from playing playstation, reading books or even going out. So yes, for the first few days back home, my main activity was sleeeeeeppp.. and it was gooood. Catching up on my 40 winks..more like a million actually.

Alright, besides sleep, since I've been back, I've been to Genting, and tesco and giant too but i dont think that counts as anything special. Air supply came to Genting and since my love for bekalan udara has been like forever, my mum took us all to watch. Woot woot! The best concert I've seen in Genting so far. The sound system was fantastic, Graham and Russell interacted with the crowd by jumping down from the stage (well, not really jumping down la.. they're too old for that) and they shook hands with almost everyone (not me of course, cos this sort of thing never happens to me .. bluekk ). Enjoyed myself either way, so.. me happy ^_^

I have my attachment to do next monday, and way before that I had so much trouble deciding where I wanted to do. I already applied for SJMC but had originally wanted to do it in Klang. So off I went to Klang Hosp. asking around if they would allow me (one small person!) to just join the other 100 over students that had already applied earlier. Of course they said no. So I was stuck between hopping hospitals and just taking a random chop later on and signing it myself or just doing it in SJMC. I chose the latter. Wasn't really sure on how to get there, so i wanted to take the KTM yesterday all the way to subang to see if i can find my around but my parents had been so kind to offer me a ride just to show me the way. Since i was going there i decided, what the heck, might as well inquire what's needed to prepare for my practicals. Unfortunately, upon getting there, I found out the person in charge is not in and me asking everyone else about my attachment just created some havoc. They were even more worried that I actually started on that day itself and when I said I just wanted to prepare myself, i realised i sounded damn right 'kiasu'.. hahah.. that's what a student's attitude should be like right? =p

Dress code... no jeans.. office wear .. and closed shoes.. Sounds nothing at all like me. I pouted on the fact i had to wear office clothes and my mum gave me that -_-'' look. She's been so helpful (biasa la.. mums) she asked her friends if there were any formal shirts (my kinda style) that they could lend to me. And I'm suppose to go out today to look for shoes.. Knowing me, I'm gonna pick something simple, and cheap.. huahuahua.. ^_^

ppl just do what they like isn't it. it's just times like this when u need to say u hate the fucking world. just today my blockmate said, dont let ppl step all over you. u know wat.. i fucking think thats right.. why should wat you do affect me when i didnt do a fucking thing wrong.. u wanna do things according to ur mood .. fine.. u wanna ignore me and treat me cold .. fine.. show off your fucking mood somewhere else. don't do this shit to me and expect me to be normal with it the next day.. i'm tired of it.. i never expected anything from you. i wish i could say i'm used to it. screw la.. i'm tired of doin this shit over and over again la.... how many ppl have done this to me and acknowledge me whenever they feel like it..... i'm gonna try and change... being nice gets you NO WHERE... ALL YOU FUCKING GET IS HURT.... IGNORANCE IS BLISS... AND BLISS I SHALL GET FROM NOW ON....

( i rarely lose my temper.. if it comes to this.. then u know it's bad.. )