moscow trip

I actually have so much to say about the days that B was here. Just don't know where to start! Tired of me saying it was the most amazing 12 days? Then don't read this cos I'll just be going on and on. Every perfect moment. We did fight alot but clearly that was only for attention seeking on both parts cause within a few minutes we'd be holding the other's hand again and going all soft and mushy.. Main thing is, at the end of the day, when we would go to bed, we'd always sleep happy.. and most of the time satisfied =p horh B ;p mwahx. I think B got to see most of what she wanted to except for the Armory Museum. Think writing bout that here might piss her off again because of a certain incident but it's worth mentioning. For 3 days we wanted to go to the Red Square and the Kremlin but bladdy hell there would always be something holding us back. On the first day it was fully enclosed with old people holding communist flags.. I don't know what's that about. So we had to go through every passway just to find our way to the Kremlin museum. On the 2nd day, it was again closed with people wearing weirdly coloured costumes and dancing around, I don't even wanna know what's that for. And the 3rd day we managed to get to the Red Square but couldn't go into the Armory Museum. That would explain why baby would be so pissed.


We went extra early on that day just to purchase the tickets and to wait in line for the museum cause it only allowed visitors at certain hours. So off we went. Lined up in the blazing sun, and when we reached our turn, I asked for student tickets and they didnt' want to give it because apparently B's International Student card is not valid. Bladdy fuck nuts assholic shit heads. It was clearly the ISIC card that we showed them and the only difference between B's card and the one they wanted was that B's was an extra. It was suppose to for more benifits and this bitch of a Russian can't bladdy understand anything. B got so pissed that she refused to purchase the normal tickets and before leaving the counter she bend down and just shouted at her, "Do You Know You're A Bitch?". Quite amusing if you think about it now but at that time all I could do was just agree. She made B cry.. I know how frustrating it must have been. But knowing B she'll be ok. And she way after a few mins of coaxing and hugs and ice cream of course, B was ok again.





Took pic of this guy while we were going to Red Square. Amazing how Russians can sleep anywhere anytime. Ah... It's not like Russians care about anything but themselves. Manners, discipline and hygiene never entered their minds.


Not sure which Cathedral this was. But it sure was a cure for sore eyes looking at it..

We weren't suppose to take pics inside the Cathedrals.Which made me want to even more.. So I did... hehe

It was really nice with paintings all over.. Even the ceilings.. Had even more fun taking illegal pictures of it all.. such a rebel.. tsk.. =p

And this is of course the ever popular St. Basil's which B took So many pics of.. It just looks like a giant ice cream parlor laaa... have to admit though.. it does look kinda enticing..

To cheer her up,I told B that at least we would be able to enter Red Square like she wanted to. She really got excited over it and suggested we spend the whole day there, and I in return gave her a quizzical look. For those who have not been there, when you do you will know why I gave her the look I did. It's basically a square, that's red.. with St. Basil's at the end, kremlin and lenin's at the right, GUM at your left and a red building which i'm not really sure what it is at your back. That's it! We spent bout an hour there then went off to MuMu to eat cheesecake. B's choice. Went to Kievskaya to find for a Thai Restaurant B's been raving about. Baan Thai! Took us a friggin long time to find that place but damn it was worth it. Food was fantastic and the atmosphere and service were top notch.

One thing apart from the main reason why I'm glad B came is that I got to explore all these new places; buildings, musuems, restaurants.... Thank you for everything baby.. me love you! mwahx..

Chris Benoit

Heard weird and slightly disturbing news from my sister. Apparently Chris Benoit killed himself.. He used to be one of my fav. wrestlers of all time along with The Rock and Triple H and Chris Jericho. Been awhile since I've watched wrestling but still bumms me out to hear this news. It's always weird to hear all these celebs having all sorts of problems with drug abuse and alcohol, going in and out of rehab. You'd think fame would bring you to the top of the world. Fact is they're just like everyone else, just with more fortune which enables them to get hold of things we can't. Eh.. What do i know, I'm just crapping.. rest in peace Chris Benoit..

Cont. =p

I think blogging bout everyday that B was here is kinda out of the question.. or is it? Hmmm... I love the fact that her being means we got to create more memories for us since we never got to really spend alot of time together. On the 2nd day, we got ready and went down to see the Director. Good thing he was there. We got the room immediately and shifted down to our plain but cozy room. The bathroom was not up to B's expectations so "naturally", we just Had to go out and get detergents and whatnots to wash it All up. *smacks head* We didnt really go out for the first few days but baby always dressed up anyway. Amazing is the only way to describe how she looks. Perfect in my eyes. Even though I sometimes act a bit aggitated when she asks me which earing looks better on her, or which hairband better suits her dress, or which pair of shoes would perfect her outfit, I always just smile on the inside knowing that she's doing it all for me.

Now looking back I wonder how the days passed so fast.. It seemed like only that day she just arrived and I was holding her in my arms and now she's gone back. Everytime I fall asleep I can just imagine her in my arms, cuddling up close, her face burried in my neck. I miss you my darling. I hope you know that.

We spent the weekend doing nothing much. Went out on one of days to see our old college mate. B surprised her by appearing at her door.. heheheh.. was fun.. We went to eat at MuMu and the food was suprisingly cheap. Weird thing happened too. While we were eating our desserts and snapping pictures of ourselves, this two Russian guys came up to us and offered to take our pictures for us. He claimed himself a photographer and the other a journalist. They later started sitting next to us, asking us all sorts of questions like where we were from and what we were doing here. Apparently they were on an assignment and had to write on the mix of cultures from their country and a different one. Sergei, the cuter one, could speak a bit of English and he was trying to interview us but somehow he kept leading away from the main discussion. In the end, it was getting late and we already had to leave and he seemed so sad that he didn't get enough information to write a proper article. Upon hearing that, our hearts melted and we instead offered to write it down for him. At least the main points that he needed. It was interesting meeting Russians like that. It's not often that you meet someone who's as nice as they were. Like he said, "it's common for Russians to be rude. Only 10% of Russians are nice, and we're one of the 10." Well I hope to meet u again dear Sergei and Dima the High.

My post is getting boring. Seriously. So I'm just gonna put up pictures in the next one. Doubt anyone would wanna read all this anyway.

my baby my baby my baby

My baby came to Moscow on the 15th of June. Wee.. On that day I followed H and her bf to Moslanka to collect their SPM certs. They offered to follow me all the way to the end of the Metro to collect B. Glad I have peeps like them. H is always worrying bout me even thought she's only a year older. I'm not that incompetent k, H. But thanks for looking out for me anyway =D Took the Mashut (which is sorta like a van) from the Metro to the airport. Feeling extremely tired from the long day so I sorta fell asleep on the ride. Which kinda made me nauseous. Partly cause I didnt have anything to eat that day as well, except for a banana. As we were reaching the airport I really had to throw up and right when the van stopped and I got off, that's what I did. Must be too nervous bout picking B up too. I haven't seen her seen the last time I went back to Malaysia. Worried and excited. Wanted to buy her flowers but damn all the flowers were freaking ugly and expensive I figured it wasn't worth it. Though would have been nice. Sorrry darling.. I thought I was late upon reaching but seemed like I was too early. Waited for her about an hour, her flight was slightly delayed. Hate waiting, just standing there in front of the gate, wondering when's she gonna appear. I was just gawking at everyone that was pouring out from the door, slightly annoyed that out of everyone that was coming out, wasn't her. She missed called me when she touched down and it made even more excited. Standing there, shifting from one foot to the other, heart pounding and palms sweating, and then.. she came. I saw her there, with this cute look, struggling with her luggages. Oh I didnt mention that I was so nervous waiting for her to come out from the gate that I practically stood right in front of it hehe. Taking her luggage ( and finding it very heavy =p) we went off to take the mashut back, holding hands all the way (heart bursting with Love! X)

I was suppose to pay and take the keys from the Director of the hostel at 3pm that day, but couldn't do so because I had to follow H out. So when I reached the hostel with B I forgot that the Director would have gone back and I wouldn't be able to see him till the next day. So B stayed with me that Night. She unloaded her luggages and showered me with gifts oh so beautifully, pulling out one thing after the other. She got me 3 shirts, a cool shorts, chocolates from Zurich (which I didnt get to eat much btw. She and the rest ate all) , ooo B got me boxers too! It was really cute! Can't thank you enough for the pressies baby girl. After bathing she got quite tired so she laid to rest while me and H attempted to watch Pirates of the Carribean 3. My gawd, it was so boring I gave up and quickly jumped into bed with B. Few warnings when sleeping with B, she snores.. =p , she pushes people off the bed and I had to sleep on the floor haha, but she gives the best hugs and cuddles up with you till you melt. That's pretty much her first Night here. Ecstatic feeling overcame me....

updates on exams

Guess I better be updating on what's been going on. Mainly it's for me to look back in the future and see what I've been through since I have such terrible memory on events. I finished all my exams on time which is something I'm immensely proud of. Got good marks on all them too! I was more worried for Biology and Latin because I didnt exactly prepare for those subjects and there were alot to cover. But they both turned out great. I got 4 for Bio, which is somewhat by luck because the teacher I was answering to didnt really listen to what I was saying and she ignored the mistakes I was making. Hehe.. and Latin.. well we sort of got the same questions as the exercises we were doing =D and answering orally wasn't so hard so I got 5 for that; which is the highest mark mind you. Been telling my mum I got 4s and she was wondering how come I only had 4 answers correct. *smacks head*. After all my exams I was left with pending exams which was Anatomy. I only had PNS left so it wasn't so much of a trouble. Baby was here while I sat for it. Will get back on that later. I roughly studied it and got fed-up, so I just sat for it without knowing much.. but passed anyway.. PNS is peripheral nervous system btw; which my teacher always pronounces as Pee-Nus -_- first time I heard it my eyes just went wide open, then I started giggling like a kid seeing a naked person for the first time. Yeah, I'm kiddish.. Shto Delat? =p anyway that's bout it for exams i guess. Onward to 2nd year as a medic student! Slightly worried. Time's passing too fast.. Goodluck to me.

I'm waiting for B to come online. Thought I'd blog a bit first. Been watching Friends whole night. Remember B asking me and H why that's about the only thing we watch. Friends are Our friends, B. Hehe.. Missing you much. Hugging the pillow you bought me. The one that has your scent on it. Wonder how I'm gonna sleep tonight knowing you're not next to me =( Already I don't feel like going back to Malaysia knowing I won't be able to chat with you as much. Not that anyone should know, but I cried all the way, after parting with you, sitting on the Mashut back, till I reached the Metro. Walking around with a heavy heart knowing that you're so far away from me. Slept on the Metro, tired from the crying, I came back and rested awhile. Miss your hand in mine, your kisses and your touch, your gentle hugs and sweet sweet voice calling me.

(Weee... Baby online d!!) shall cont. l8r..

Pillow B got me from Ashan! =D

Updates later on

hBeen a really long time since I've blogged. Lots been happening recently. Had exams, finishing off my Anatomy pendings, and most importantly B came! B came! To Moscow! Had the most wonderful 12 days and nights. It was perfect, till she had to leave.. =( Me is sad.. She left today and I'm still kinda bummed out about it.. and also kinda tired. Will blog bout everything later. Baby, I'm still waiting for your msg... Missing you much... Mwahx...

self convo..

Doing latin homework, and the conversation between me and me takes place...

Me: Ahhhh... life's a bitch...!!
Me: Yea... .......Hi, life!
Me: Wth? Bitch!!
Me: He. He. He.

I'm bored.... =(

my new ps2.. my new ps2...

Yey, yey! My younger sister came up with the idea of purchasing PlayStation2. The very thought of it got me so excited, i feel like a kid on Christmas morning. I bought my PlayStation1 when I was 12 and it served me well. Very well indeed. It was always there with me through those dull holidays, it kept me company during those long lonely nights when I couldn't sleep (actually I couldnt sleep because of it but who cares eh? hehe.. ) and no matter what, It always knew how to cheer me up. Yup! Just me and my lil grey box of love.


But alas! As I quote Nelly Furtado's song, 'All Good Things Come To An End'. *shit, now that song and the image of me standing over my PS1's grave with that song as the background music is gonna be stuck in my head*. It started falling ill bout 2 years back. Started resetting on its own and damn that would make me so pissed having to start the game all over again just because I didnt have time to save. But I couldnt stay mad at it for long... I remember the first time I brought it home.. Beaming proudly at the wonder that it is... and as I placed in the first CD game to try it out.. I fell in love with both my first PS and it's game. Final Fantasy 8! Ohhh how I miss those days... ~Memoriess.... Light the colors of my mind... misty, water-colour, memories
of the way we were~ *sniff sniff.. getting emotional.


When I went back last summer, dying to suck out all the knowledge in me, I had planned to sit right in front of the TV throughout the season doing nothing but stuffing my face with food and playing with my beloved. (does that sound wrong? I always associate the words 'playing with' masturbation.. pervert's mind.. what can u do?) And my dear darling, kept on restarting on it's own I had but only one thing to do .. Bang it many many times...


"You stupid machine box.. Why won't you work properly? I spent a fortune on you! All you had to do was stay awake, and you keep dozing off! And you soooo coincidentally have to restart right after I fought the boss of all bosses.. Now I have to start over! Geez!"

I did really love my PS, you know..

But what's a person to do now that it can't be fixed?

Get a new one!


And that's exactly we did. Sis went out to get one two days ago. It's suppose to be ours, (me and my sisters) and already he's hogging it all... my dad... sitting where I'm suppose to be right now.. playing Kingdom Hearts 2 with my new PS2 and all he can say is..

"Why they talking so much wan?"
"Why got no fighting fighting wan?"
"What kinda game is this, I only want to fight!"

Sis told him the whole game was like that, so he gave up and went off.. "Don't want play this kinda game la!". Score! hehehe...I'll prob get him street fighter when I get back. Even my mum is into it. Getting the new Tomb Raider Anniversary game .. original? So not her.. But damn I'm excited to play it when I get back! Prepared.. To .. Kick .. Ass..!

this is rambling..

One down, an endless length of a river more to go. Exam week can really make me senseless. Not completely unaware of my surroundings but slightly unalive. I'm that type of person that needs to be left alone to study on my own without disturbance. I'm easily distracted and I can't handle that, when I'm in my mode. So.. sorry B, if you feel like I've cut you off in the last couple of days. I just needed my time and I know I should have told you bout it sooner. Just didnt come around to doing that. Sowee..

Had Physics exam yesterday. Seemed like a good day to begin with, what with all the cool breeze and sunny skies. Temperature dropped to about 12 Celsius. That's Moscow for you. One day it's the blazing sun and it's fiery rays, the next it's smiling gently down on you and temperatures drop down to half of it's initial.

The exam was in the evening, so I spent the whole morning going through all my notes, over and over again. Jumping out of chair and running around every once in awhile just blow off my nervousness. Set off to Uni an hour before the actual set time. We wanted to be able to choose seats that were strategically perfect so we wouldn't have to worry about the invigilators. Funny, how it was so cooling outside, but damn, sitting in that lecture hall doing our exam.. I think i was sweating up a storm. Maybe it was the intensity of the room,.. i don't know.. The paper wasn't so tough.. or so some would say. All I'm hoping for is to pass anyway. Ahhh.. the results will be posted up on Monday. And you would think that after sitting for the exam we would all feel less stressed? C'mon! I couldn't sleep well last night just wondering how well I did. Eeeeeeee... the questions kept on running around and around my head... "Did I do that right? Wonder if that's was the correct answer? What if it was that other one? Damn, I think i'm gonna get that wrong! Eeee.... bleah.. " Will tell you how it goes...

Came back to my room, looking forward to a delicious meal my neighbour is making. Decided to help her out with the preparation and ended up with a cut on my thumb. Dumb peeler.. So now I'm walking around with my thumb sticking out.I dont know why my other four fingers automatically curl in to make a fist. I just hope when I walk around people don't think I'm giving them a 'thumbs up' sign. Oooo that would be so lame... like i'm not already... Eeeeeeee