There are two kinds of way people get back at each other.

One.. are the people who bangs stuff around. Ignore the shit out of you. Slam doors. Barge in and out. Walk around stamping their feet. Breathe fire out of their noses kind.

And there's people like me. People who smile in front of your face, but spits in your coffee. Keep silent and ignore the fact there's a problem, but we step on the things you put your head on. Use your clothes to wipe shit off the floor. I could give more examples but i dont think thats making me look good.

There are just times when you can't take it anymore.

Everything you do is getting to me. And it's building up. And there is no way to let this out, can of worms thing. And i'm trying to be the better person by just letting it slide for now.

Always making excuses for others..

Fucking tired of this shit. When can i just be...

i miss you..

Attention please, in case of fire..

there's been a fire recently in my hostel. one of the plugs in the room of some juniors had sparks which caught onto a bed and well, everything was just gone..

we were forced to evacuate from the building, taking only our personal belongings and documents such as passports.

you would probably expect everyone to be panicking and running amok, fortunately we were all very calm.

some grumbling, some overly excited about the fact that there's "A gathering macah!"

and some stoned asses,

"yo, lucky i got to take my cigs man"

"yea, and my wallet too, if not can't buy beer"

so they all sat down under the tree and drank beer and smoked cigs and lived happily ever after watching the juniors pose for pictures with the fire truck. (^_^) Y ..

Peace..

so remember kids, in case of fire, remember to take your camera phones, and your money for beer, so you can enjoy watching the pretty flames coming out of someone's window and be thankful it's not yours.

The End.

fucking birthday coming up.. dreading it.. i really dont feel like celebrating..

i'm a simple person... i never need much in life..

i don't ask for many things.. or people..

sometimes.. all you need is One..

goin crazy..

feel like imitating a muppet character..

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i like leavin my laptop on when i sleep..

it gives me that feeling like someone's watching me..

watching over me..

i feel safe..

i don't feel so alone..

days go by..

i'm so tired.. it's been a long day, yet i can't sleep.. i don't wanna sleep.

cos then tmr will come..

and before you know it, it'll be another day, and another day, and another day..

to me .. it's all just another day..

same old shit, diff ....

everyone leaves..

and i'll pretend to not care while they walk away..

i'm tired of trying to reconcile past relationships because it'll only hurt me more when there's no one at the other end answering as i knock..

i've been through it..for too many years..

i dont wanna put myself in that position anymore..

can i?

can i hv a word with happiness please..

i'm convinced that no one in this world is meant to be happy. everyone is bound to some sort of melancholic disorder that spreads around like a plague. if you're in love, it won't last long. and if it does last long you're most likely to lose them anyway, by any means eg death. i'm not hopeful and i'm tired of trying to be an optimist. because i can't see it that way right now.
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sleep deprived, stayed up till 3 studying. woke up at early to continue. i can't nap, i can't rest, i can't sleep at nights.

why oh why did i choose to study this proffesion.

sometimes i'm so numb, that i have to take the stethoscope and put to my chest to make sure my heart is beating. yet that doesn't convince me im alive.

bluer than blue

After you go
I can catch up on my readin'
After you go
I'll have a lot more time to sleepin'
And when you're gone looks like things
Are gonna be a lot easier
Life will be a breeze you know
I really should be glad

But I'm bluer than blue
Sadder than sad
You're the only light
This empty room has ever had
Life without you is gonna be
Bluer than blue

After you go
I'll have a lot more room in my closet
After you go
I'll stay out all night long if I feel like it
And when you're gone
I can run through the house screamin'
And no one will ever hear me
I really should be glad

But I'm bluer than blue
Sadder than sad
You're the only light
This empty room has ever had
Life without you is gonna be
Bluer than blue

I don't have to miss no TV shows
I can start my whole life over
Change the numbers on my telephone
But the nights will sure be colder